Where Night is Not Black

Trying to find truth
Was like walking though fire
I’m just an empty handed youth
And I find that I was the liar

Like ten thousand men at the gate
Like a thousand children crying
Truth now comes clear too late
I was the only one lying

I miss your hair, just looking
Not even a touch do I want
Your body coming at me springing
Not even a touch do I want

You left, cause I was wrong
But I burned the bridge you crossed
And I never listened to our song
But in the end I still lost!

You made me happy but I never knew
You made laughter from me flow true
And I cry
And dig
And you lie

I’m unconnected lost and I want questions
Not even answers, lost is truth
You told the truth, all along your suggestions
But now your dead to me, now aloof

Without you I’m lost, blackness all around
I’m gone into hiding like a beast
I’m dead if I’m ever found
No more happiness, no wedding feast

Any light in my life left when you died
On my floor I lay, hope left, deceased
That night was the last sunset, I only cried
Never again will the sun rise from the east

My torment relieved
But drugs only deceived
Reality moves on past this coma
Beyond this sickly sweet aroma

My body is sick, broken from the fight
Once bloodied it was a site
I don’t want the world I was born into
All of it’s lies, I want whats true

Laughter gone, children gone,
Wife gone, Women all gone,
War makes the world empty like rotten fruit
Empty like a hollow flute